Friday, October 12, 2012

I've made a decision. Not necessarily a big one, maybe not even a very important one.
I have often found myself in a situation where I meet a guy who is cute, intelligent and funny. But unfortunately he is not very smart, thinks he can get by on cute and let's be honest, funny is nice, but it doesn't cover the flaws.
These boys appear to think that I am happy being their "for now" girl. They say they care, they say I'm "different" from the girls they've dated -_-. Bull.
I have come to realize that they are treating me like a GIRL. Not "female", a Girl!
Some silly airheaded little lady that is just so dang happy to be noticed that I won't realize that I am being walked on.

That is my shallow teeniebopper complaint...

However, I am a woman. "We" are women, and as women why should we settle for boys?
I do not want someone I have to raise, to babysit, or to coddle. Every woman desires a strong, honest, comforting...MAN. So, I declare that as women, we should not settle for anything less.

What happened to Prince Charming? Knights in shining armor? It seems that every guy is stuck in squirehood. There is nothing wrong with wanting to be fought for.
For once, rather than being told that I am cared for, loved, wanted. I want to be shown. I don't simply want to be chased, I want to be pursued. I want to be sought after by a man who knows exactly what he wants. 

I have yet to find such a man, nevertheless, I have the strongest faith that he will manage to come to me. Because if I am dreaming of this man, perhaps he is out there somewhere dreaming of me.

Saturday, October 6, 2012

Give Me Something to Remember


If I could make this night last forever,
I’d do anything to keep you here.
But for now I’m going to let you walk away.

So give me something to remember
I’ll be better off that way.
Hold me until the stars begin to shimmer,
Make tonight a chance to run away.

We’ll dance one last time before the night ends,
Then we’ll leave this.
Take my hand I’ll lead you out into the darkness,
For one last kiss.

I’ll give you something to remember,
If you’d like I’ll hold on for just a little longer.
Close your eyes I’ll keep you safe,
I won’t let anyone take you away.

If I could make this night last forever
I’d do whatever it takes.
But for now I’ll let you walk away.